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  • Well look at that, once again text adventures have pulled me onto their bandwagon. Todo: >Frotz stuff
    Went on Etsy and found a steal: $22.99 for a 50-count jar of Blazy Susan d8 pre-rolls. Trash pickup for hire!
    I have given up enjoying luxurious items and appliances. If they're just going to be pawned for three months the very next day we get them back, what's the point of having a Steam library or any video games in my collection at all? Seems like it's just easier to forget I even had them to begin with.
    tree
    tree
    This is an issue of ownership and boundaries.
    What you consider yours, somebody else figures
    is up for grabs.

    And if you don't want to go along with it, then you're
    labeled the 'bad guy.' Because why wouldn't you
    want the family to survive.......

    (?)
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Survey says....... BULLSEYE!
    WHY DID LOVE
    PUT A GUN IN MY HAND
    IN MY BED
    IN MY HEAD
    IN MY HAND
    tree
    tree
    When you quote or allude to songs, remember that some people
    don't know they are song lyrics.
    Judge
    Judge
    Good to know. Thanks.
    I know I was in a good mood earlier... but... I don't know. My depression has gotten extremely severe. It's starting to become agonizing. Just constant perpetual sadness everywhere. Nobody in my home is ever happy long enough. It's like the whole theme of my life is to just be one long, unnecessarily sad story.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Telehealth therapist is all they'd give me at first; I did ask her about a day program I could get into but evidently my mother has to fill out an application for one of those. She's all about paperwork and really good at it, so I don't think she'll ignore that.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Waaaaay ahead of you.
    Latest punishment threat from Maddog & co.: Two weeks starvation diet. Yes, you read that correctly; Maddog threatened to deny my ability to keep my body alive if I didn't shut up.

    That's my whole life now, "shut up tyler". My parents are not at all concerned with my mental health. There is only one way to show them how bad off I am... and that means doing something I will regret deeply...
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Are you sure no police/ child protective services (for your sister)?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Did you start getting more affirmative and started asking for what you want? Is this the issue? Starvation is considered abuse, and you can report it. Please don't consider doing anything to harm yourself or others. Please call 911, if you don't feel better.
    BTW I forgot to mention couple days ago, I was just in the ER for a big arse growth on my right temple, it's long been killed and under control, but what prompted hospital visit was my right eyelid SWELLING UP!! Eek! It's better now, though.
    Kisa the tea
    Kisa the tea
    That sounds really annoying and painful. I'm so sorry you went through that but I'm glad to hear it's better now!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I had asked them while I was there to sedate me lightly because I'm autistic and hypersensitive, Maddog was kind enough to explain it all, and they actually listened! The nurse was very nice and understanding as well (read: butterfly needles DO hurt), and they gave me an IV drip of Atavan and Toredol for anxiety and pain.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Although.. there was a strange occurrence while I was going through it all. The Ativan was working, and it was VERY strong; I guess they have specially-measured-out doses for patients with autism? IDK, but I literally cannot remember the entire day past being fractionated.
    You ever just do a wake n bake in the morning and get so high you just feel like Speedboosting like Wario and shinesparking all over downtown?
    Pizza Tower PSA: Be careful if you play against the final boss of Pizza Tower wearing headphones, especially if you have been *smoking*! The soundtrack, as awesome as it is, around phase 2 of the fight (pizzahead runs back and forth summoning Toppins) contains sine waves that oscillate very fast and may cause confusion wearing headphones!
    Mad Rat Dead's Mad Heart OST is now stuck in my head and it refuses to leave, and I do NOT want it to! That's my new "heart on fire mode" music :)
    Mad Rat Dead on PS store: $19.99. Beating Mad Heart's boss battle on hardest difficulty while THIS
    plays in the background: F[BLEEP]ING PRICELESS.
    Day 1 of Bushcraft practice. Claimed a medium sized area in backyard while outside with little sister, made it my "Sensory camp" doubling as both a sensory relief area for coming down from anxiety and a camp with a station equipped with a mess kit which I will obtain soon, to make medicinal teas, poultice and cook meals for the family from. (I have done necessary research!)
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    I found this App guide to be very complete:


    I also like watching Buscraft videos on YouTube. Its relaxing for me.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    This is a great focus! So much to learn and a good way to stay physically active. Will be interested to hear your progression.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Maybe a whole thread dedicated to bushcraft!
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